Blah...and ramblings of a tired mom...

I'm in a mood...or a funk...or whatever you want to call it. I'm just so exhausted all the time. The more sleep I get the worse I am it seems, but if I dont sleep (which is usually the case) I am even worse. I'm trying really hard to stay in a good mood. Charlie is terrified that I will slip back into the 'bitch mode' that I was in most of my pregnancy with Makenna. But I'm trying really hard not to. I'm just not in a good mood lately. I'm not mad about anything really, I'm just so friggin' tired. I just want to have a night in a COMFORTABLE bed with COMFORTABLE pillows and fluffy blankets that I can wrap myself in, and I want to go to bed when I'M tired and except for the 2-3 bathroom breaks in the middle of the night, not have to get up until I want to. I just want to escape for one night. No husband, no baby. Just me and a bed... Is that so much to ask...???

Back to reality...

I am loving my new job. I love working with Tammy again. Although we are quickly realizing that the miniscule 'training' I did get at TO is either wrong or the processes are out of synch. So I'm pretty much going back to square one and starting over, which really isn't that big of a deal since I really didn't get trained in the first place. Oh well. At least Tammy sees that I am ready, willing and able to learn everything its going to take to be a good assistant.
My tooth that I had a root canal on when I was 4 mos preggo with Mak broke in half and the back half fell out. I feel like a white trash toothless wonder now...Too bad dental work is so damn expensive...

I had dinner with Mom and Dad tonight. Charlie is out of town and I hate being alone, plus I knew i'd get dinner out of the deal...Yeah I'm a mooch... Thanks Mom, Love you!

Makenna is a pain in the butt! Not that I'm upset about it. I think its cool watching her test me and see what she can get away with. Her vocab is getting better and better. Shes trying to say sentences now, but I have no idea what she is trying to say. A lot of giberish and babble. But its so stinkin' cute! Her new love is the choo-choo! We have tracks by our apt and whenever she hears the train she gets all excited and shouts "shoos-shoos" that and sirens or "woo-woos". She is such a friggin' genious I swear! I just love her so much. I can't even describe it in words...She is deffinitely the light of my life!

In the baby dept...things are going well. I haven't have any bouts with the sickness in over a week now! **knocking on wood** I'm thinking that the sickness I experienced was more due to stress at work than actual pregnancy. Since I transfered, I've been feelin' good! I still have occasional spotting, but it is to be expected as long as I have the bleed. My next apppt is Oct 5th.

Ok, I'm going to bed now. ..I'm going to pretend its a comfortable bed with cofortable pillows and layered with big soft fluffy blankets that I can wrap myself in...too bad the alarm goes off at 6am...